Back in Action!

Hello dear dear blog. Sorry, You're left out for a very very long time.
Hrmm, one week holiday passed, left 2 more weeks.
Exam was a hell! Build.con freaked me out, all I hope is I can pass. *cross ma fingers*
Back to penang for my first week holiday. Taking aunt to medical check-up and stuff, helping mom on household  thingy. LOL. I AM A GOOD GIRL OK? I only go out for one day and a half.

Tear reservoir supply eternal and everlasting tears. Cry like cow for this book.

Aww! Teddy wants to read too! xD 

Tuesday, 30th
Hang out with Brennie, Mawis, Baby Fu and Kelvin. 
Had dinner at Nippon Yataimura and then off we go to fun fair! xDD

Brennie and her Kelvin entertained us a lot before the food arrived xD

My beloved Fu Xian and Mavis <3

Me and pretty Brenda

Typical us 

Sweetest couple of the year!

Mine :) Salmon Fish Bento

With mavis

While waiting for the Octopus to start :)

Baby Fu, Brennie and her Kelvin 

Ferris Wheel 

Reached home at 12am plus ahaha! Mom didn't scold surprisingly. ;)

Wednesday, 31st

Played badminton for 3 hours. My arms and body still hurt. 

Lol, first 2hours is with Su Yee and Mei Shin. 

The next hour is with my new acquaintances, Eric and Johnny. 

We were surprised by their sudden invitation to play double with them. I was so afraid they will get bored playing with us noobies. 

But it turned out to be extremely fun. :D

Something tells me I'm gonna see them again someday. lol

Nameless

Maybe it's the commitments I put in weren't powerful enough.  

I'm a little blue for every now and then these days. Not that I felt sorry for myself don't get me wrong. Pastor said before we are not allow to self-pity coz' it'll lead us to countless negative thinkings. Just that.. *sigh* That's life. It's impossible to have everything to be in the way you want it.Thinking about I'm only 18, doing my diploma in a college, and how complicated it's gonna be when I'm revolving my life to a "real" world in future. Bothered with reports, assignments, designs et ceteras. 

I'm just so naive sometimes. Why should I even care about you. Why should I get so concern about how you're feeling and stuffs? Why.Am.I.So.Stupid. 

And I got so distracted recently. My mind kept floating off to other place when I tryna focus. Okayy, I'm sounding like someone now. This is not suppose to be an emo post. I won't be like him.

So.. To cut the story short, let's try numbers this time :)

1. My hair drop non-stop everyday and it freaks me out! I'm so scared of gettin' bald. 
2. Sis got promoted as well as her downlines so we're practically having gatheringsss, dinnersss and celebrationsss like  almost every night. 
3. Consequence of num2 is I gain weight.
4. I have aesthetic 3D appearances on my face which you can call them popcorns. 
5. Eye bags and circles as usual.
6. Learning to let go and surrendering everything to Him. He knows better than I do.
7. Struggling on my axonometric projection assignment which I should not.
8. Had HE test and Building Materials test. Left Building Construction and English.
9. Buy stuffs which are not needed.
10. Presented my model on Monday
11. Had role play for English yesterday (Friday) 
12. Should be drawing my build.con now...
13. Had lunch at Kazo Sushi today. 
14. Been home since 4. All I did was cleaned the house. 
15. I'm a lifeless bitch xD

My roller coaster+road+stairs concept model. Scored an A for drawing, A for presentation but A- for model..

 Kazo Sushi

With my sistah 

For role play, I put that moustache thingy lols

Wykean

 Ah Lai

 Blogger

 Walter

Jia Cheng!

So that's it for today. Needa off for some work. Ciao~

I'm so Sad

Lol, the post I'm typing here is not exactly sad stories. Just that I feel kinda down and emo now. A lot of things happened after I came back from Penang. Endless assignments as usual. There's like no fullstops nor commas in my life anymore. Maybe you think I'm exaggerating. But I just need more time to get used to this. I rarely have enough sleeps these days, at most also 5hours sleep or sometimes if I'm lucky,6 hours. And, my first two assignment upset me, a lot. My grades are just A- and B++. And what makes it worse is I filled the wrong date for my PTPTN Loan application. And now I have to wait till the second batch already. What's wrong with me? Recently had a big argument with my nephew, but it has cooled down already. Just that everything is not the same now.

           I'm tired. Tired of everything. But I believe in one thing.. If it doesn't kill me, then it'll sure makes me stronger. Assignments only ma. Next time do better lorh. Easy to say but I just need time to cheer up.

Being at TAR College wasn't exactly that bad after all. At least I had a bunch of nice friends. Except one coursemate which I really dislike, and my Eng lecturer too. Okay enough complaining. Show you some pictures now :)

 Second workshop 

 Wy Kean pouting coz' our product was below average :(

Went out for lunch at Room Eighteen at Times Square last Sunday

Mine :)

 Awww, she's cute isn't she! Actually I don't know who she is. I met her when I went to Digi centre to cancel my broadband. She's so adorable, kept calling me "Jie Jie" haha!

 It's fated that I should buy this shoes :)

And!!! Do you believe this? I finally met Jackson Chua from Max Identity in person! Omg! He's seriously damn nice! You should see the way he looks at his girlfriend. So sweet and loving. She's lucky to have him as a boyfriend. Can dance, so caring, not bad looking.. Haha! Hope they are always happy together :D

This is me on Wed, emo-ing about my model LOL

 This is our group pic taken yesterday. Can you spot me? :DD

 Kah Joy, me and Sook Wen

 Kok Tung(maria), Pauline(madam) and Chi Kong

 Su Ann rushing Janaky's work

And this is my B++ work. Got other parts but I didn't take pic, sowee. It's Historical Concept in Architecture.

Next week have HE test. Janaky also giving open book test. Better go study now. Ciao~