Everything is twisted and turned for the last few days. I felt so suffocated..and dark..and dull. Like one part of me had been ripped off. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. So depressed and desperate that I start to feel nothing but a remorseful piece of shit.
I couldn't focus on whatever I do. My studies, my reports, my assignments, my model. Nothing seems to fall into place and work out how I imagine it would.
I feel so worthless.. So low esteem outta sudden. Don't sacrifice anything for me. I.Just.Don't.Worth.It.
This wave of guilt just couldn't stop sweeping pass me and slap me hard on the face. I rather the one who hurt at the end is me, not you.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Mini Project
My Opening and Lighting. I emo for a night for this thing. The lecturers have a lot of negative comments about my model. But it's ok. I still love it!
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